i'm still not muslim

So class today was pretty much awful. I am unsure if it's depression, stress (unlikely) or just normal cultural adjustment. Things are a bit better now, but I'm hopeful that by the grace of God tomorrow will be better. Or if nothing else, it will take the wrath of god to make things worse -- which I don't think is upon me. In Surat al-Fatiha (the opening sura to the koran, recited at every prayer, I believe) there is a line, "Show us your straight path, not the path of those upon whom is your wrath" or something similar (this is my memory of a translation or of a conglomeration of translations)